The creative process is not always easy and often gets lost amid many other tasks we have to do in our daily lives. Sometimes we run towards a result like a finish line, but it's all bullshit. There is no finish line, much less an end, everything is process, only going through each step, we learn.
The experience generated is much more pleasure than any award, many professionals do not like to work with insecurity but only by accepting that we have progressed.
So we must continue to insist on this path, only it can teach us to look at our uncertainties and transmute into something concrete and positive.